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| Our Men (Josiah, Samuel, Papa, James & David)..a couple months ago. :) |
Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever Thou hadst formed the earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, Thou art God.
~ Psalms 90:2 ~
Friday, March 23, 2012
Up Before Dawn
Yesterday, David, Samuel, Rebekah and I all got up before dawn, got dressed, did chores, had breakfast, and took the sleds out...or snow machines as we Alaskans say, before everyone went Skiing the rest of the day.
You know, there is nothing like being out there, with the sun coming up, and the wind in your face on these monstrous machines (except doing the same on a horse)....Just takes your breath away, and shows you a glimpse of God's magnificent Glory!!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Each Day with Grace..
Yesterday marked the day my filly - Ruhamah...my dream, my passion, my 'future'....as I thought would have turned 1 year old...
I re-read my journal last night during that time, and I am still shocked by the grace God bestowed on me, and the time He allowed it to happen, that literally every single moment for the next 2 weeks were filled with HUGE things to do... (Work is my getaway)
Ruhamah means "Obtained Mercy", and that is what God gave me...I obtained Mercy, throughout it all, and God's grace proved to be sufficient.
One of my favorite songs, which this blog is actually titled after is Day By Day...what solace it has brought me!!! Praise God for His everlasting mercy and grace.
Ruhamah means "Obtained Mercy", and that is what God gave me...I obtained Mercy, throughout it all, and God's grace proved to be sufficient.
One of my favorite songs, which this blog is actually titled after is Day By Day...what solace it has brought me!!! Praise God for His everlasting mercy and grace.
Day by day, and with each passing moment,
Strength I find to meet my trials here;
Trusting in my Father's wise bestowment,
I've no cause for worry or for fear.
He, whose heart is kind beyond all measure,
Gives unto each day what He deems best,
Lovingly its part of pain and pleasure,
Mingling toil with peace and rest.
Every day the Lord Himself is near me,
WIth a special mercy for each hour;
All my cares He fain would bear and cheer me,
He whose name is Counsellor and Pow'r.
The protection of His child and treasure
Is a charge that on Himself He laid;
"As thy days, thy strength shall be in measure,"
This the pledge to me He made.
Help me then, in every tribulation,
So to trust Thy promises, O Lord,
That I lose not faith's sweet consolation,
Offered me within Thy hol Word.
Help me Lord, when toil and trouble meeting,
E'er to take, as from a father's hand,
One by one, the days, the moments fleeting,
Till with Christ the Lord I stand.
But though He cause grief, yet will He have COMPASSION (ruhamah) according to the multitude of His mercies.
~ Lamentations 3:23 ~
Monday, March 19, 2012
Studying at Jordan's
First of all, this marks my 3rd week exactly since my Multiple Oral/Naso surgeries....Praise God for allowing my recovery to go well!!! I got my stint out last week (so I can talk straight ;p), and now just have elastic ligatures to continue movement, with the hopes of being finished with braces in 4-8 months!!!
Sometimes I have the chance to study my EMT Course (or Midwifery) at Jordan's house...the girl I went with to the Philippines, remember?? Today was such a day, as the kids were all at their Classical Conversations (like a co-op), and I was supposed to bring them home, so my parents could have a date night... (Well, that didn't happen, since Rebekah came down with the Stomach Flu mid-morning).
Then Jordan and I went out to feed her brand new Nubian kids....
Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.
~ Philippians 4:11 ~
The lamvs are for thy clothing, and the goats are the price of the field. And thou shalt have goats' milk enough for thy food, for the food of thy household, and for the maintenance for thy maidens.
~ Proverbs 27:26-27 ~
(Kinda looks like milk is REALLY good for girls!! ;p)
Sunday, March 18, 2012
A Glimpse at the Heart of God
Today, we had a guest speaker at our church-Phil Altmeyer from the Union Gospel Mission, one of which is being built here in Kootenai County. He spoke on a subject that is near, dear, and very close to my heart... What God's Heart is for the Poor.
I would encourage you to get your Bibles out and join me for a little Bible Study, by looking up these following verses.
Did you know that in the Old Testament, God made Provision for the Poor??
IN FOOD AND HEALTH:
Leviticus 23:22 - And when ye reap the harvest of your land, thou shalt not make clean riddance of the corners of thy field when thou reapest, neither shalt thou gather any gleaning of thy harvest: thou shalt leave them unto the poor, and to the stranger: I am the LORD your God.
Exodus 23:11 -But the seventh year thou shalt let it rest and lie still; that the poor of thy people may eat: and what they leave the beasts of the field shall eat. In like manner thou shalt deal with thy vineyard, and with thy oliveyard.
Leviticus 19:10 - And thou shalt not glean thy vineyard, neither shalt thou gather every grape of thy vineyard; thou shalt leave them for the poor and stranger: I am the LORD your God.
FINANCIALLY:
Exodus 22:25 -If thou lend money to any of My people that is poor by thee, thou shalt not be to him as an usurer, neither shalt thou lay upon him usury.
IN SACRIFICE AND WORSHIP:
Leviticus 14:21 - And if he be poor, and cannot get so much; then he shall take one lamb for a trespass offering to be waved, to make an atonement for him, and one tenth deal of fine flour mingled with oil for a meat offering, and a log of oil.
AND BY HIS PROTECTION:
Isaiah 25:4 - For Thou hast been a Strength to the poor, a Strength to the needy in his distress, a Refuge from the storm, a Shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is a storm against the wall.
Did you know that:
God COMMANDS for us to care for the Poor?
Deuteronomy 15:10-11 - Thou shalt surely give him, and thine heart heart shall not be grieved when thou givest unto him: because that for this thing the LORD thy God shall bless thee in all thy works, and in all that thou puttest thine hand unto. For the poor shall never cease out of the land: therefore I command thee, saying, Thou shalt open thine hand wide unto thy brother, to thy poor, and to thy needy, in thy land.
Isaiah 58:7 - Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him, and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?
God casts JUDGEMENT/A CURSE for NOT caring for the Poor?
Proverbs 22:22-23 - Rob not the poor, because he is poor: neither oppress the afflicted in the gate: For the LORD will plead their cause, and spoil the soul of those that spoiled them.
Proverbs 28:27 - He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse.
Here's an example of God fulfilling His promise/curse:
Ezekiel 16:49-50 - Behold, this was the iniquity of thy sister Sodom, pride, fulness of bread, and abundance of idleness was in her and in her daughters, neither did she strengthen the hand of the poor and needy. And they were haughty, and committed abomination before me: therefore I took them away as I saw good.
God gave us PROMISES/WILL BLESS us for caring for the Poor?
Proverbs 19:17 - He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the LORD; and that which he hath given will He pay him again.
Proverbs 22:9 - He that hath a bountiful eye shall be blessed; for he giveth of his bread to the poor.
Proverbs 28:27 - He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse.
THOSE WHO KNOW GOD WILL REFLECT HIS HEART:
Jeremiah 22:16 - He judged the cause of the poor and needy; then it was well with him: was not this to know me? saith the LORD.
Have you ever wondered why teaching on this subject is mostly absent in the New Testament?? It is because the Israelites obeyed God, and did as He said (as is evident in Book of Ruth).
Luke 4:18 - Beginning of Jesus' Ministry
The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because He hath anointed me to preach the Gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised.
John 12:3-5 - Mary
Then took Mary a pound of ointment of spikenard, very costly, and anointed the feet of Jesus, and wiped His feet with her hair: and the house was filled with the odour of the ointment. The saith one of His disciples, Judas Iscariot, Simon's son, which should betray Him, Why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence, and given to the poor?
Luke 19:8 - Zacchaeus
And Zaccaeus stood, and said unto the Lord; Behold, Lord, the half of my goods I give to the poor; and if I have taken any thing from any man by false accusation, I restore him fourfold.
Acts 10:2 - Cornelius
A devout man, and one that feared God with all his house, which gave much alms to the people, and prayed to God alway.
Romans 15:26 - Early Church
For it hath please them of Macedonia and Achaia to make a certain contribution for the poor saints which are at Jerusalem.
John 13:29 - Judas
For some of them thought, because Judas had the bag, that Jesus said unto him, Buy those things that we have need of against the feast; or that he should give something to the poor.
Galations 2:10 - Paul and Church Leaders
Only they would that we should remember the poor; the same which I also was forward to do.
Why is it is important to God??
Proverbs 14:31 - He that oppresseth the poor reproacheth his Maker: but he that honoureth Him hath mercy on the poor.
Proverbs 17:5 - Whoso mocketh the poor reproacheth his Maker: and he that is glad at calamities shall not be unpunished.
I would encourage you to get your Bibles out and join me for a little Bible Study, by looking up these following verses.
Did you know that in the Old Testament, God made Provision for the Poor??
IN FOOD AND HEALTH:
Leviticus 23:22 - And when ye reap the harvest of your land, thou shalt not make clean riddance of the corners of thy field when thou reapest, neither shalt thou gather any gleaning of thy harvest: thou shalt leave them unto the poor, and to the stranger: I am the LORD your God.
Exodus 23:11 -But the seventh year thou shalt let it rest and lie still; that the poor of thy people may eat: and what they leave the beasts of the field shall eat. In like manner thou shalt deal with thy vineyard, and with thy oliveyard.
Leviticus 19:10 - And thou shalt not glean thy vineyard, neither shalt thou gather every grape of thy vineyard; thou shalt leave them for the poor and stranger: I am the LORD your God.
FINANCIALLY:
Exodus 22:25 -If thou lend money to any of My people that is poor by thee, thou shalt not be to him as an usurer, neither shalt thou lay upon him usury.
IN SACRIFICE AND WORSHIP:
Leviticus 14:21 - And if he be poor, and cannot get so much; then he shall take one lamb for a trespass offering to be waved, to make an atonement for him, and one tenth deal of fine flour mingled with oil for a meat offering, and a log of oil.
AND BY HIS PROTECTION:
Isaiah 25:4 - For Thou hast been a Strength to the poor, a Strength to the needy in his distress, a Refuge from the storm, a Shadow from the heat, when the blast of the terrible ones is a storm against the wall.
Did you know that:
God COMMANDS for us to care for the Poor?
Deuteronomy 15:10-11 - Thou shalt surely give him, and thine heart heart shall not be grieved when thou givest unto him: because that for this thing the LORD thy God shall bless thee in all thy works, and in all that thou puttest thine hand unto. For the poor shall never cease out of the land: therefore I command thee, saying, Thou shalt open thine hand wide unto thy brother, to thy poor, and to thy needy, in thy land.
Isaiah 58:7 - Is it not to deal thy bread to the hungry, and that thou bring the poor that are cast out to thy house? when thou seest the naked, that thou cover him, and that thou hide not thyself from thine own flesh?
God casts JUDGEMENT/A CURSE for NOT caring for the Poor?
Proverbs 22:22-23 - Rob not the poor, because he is poor: neither oppress the afflicted in the gate: For the LORD will plead their cause, and spoil the soul of those that spoiled them.
Proverbs 28:27 - He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse.
Here's an example of God fulfilling His promise/curse:
Ezekiel 16:49-50 - Behold, this was the iniquity of thy sister Sodom, pride, fulness of bread, and abundance of idleness was in her and in her daughters, neither did she strengthen the hand of the poor and needy. And they were haughty, and committed abomination before me: therefore I took them away as I saw good.
God gave us PROMISES/WILL BLESS us for caring for the Poor?
Proverbs 19:17 - He that hath pity upon the poor lendeth unto the LORD; and that which he hath given will He pay him again.
Proverbs 22:9 - He that hath a bountiful eye shall be blessed; for he giveth of his bread to the poor.
Proverbs 28:27 - He that giveth unto the poor shall not lack: but he that hideth his eyes shall have many a curse.
THOSE WHO KNOW GOD WILL REFLECT HIS HEART:
Jeremiah 22:16 - He judged the cause of the poor and needy; then it was well with him: was not this to know me? saith the LORD.
Have you ever wondered why teaching on this subject is mostly absent in the New Testament?? It is because the Israelites obeyed God, and did as He said (as is evident in Book of Ruth).
Luke 4:18 - Beginning of Jesus' Ministry
The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because He hath anointed me to preach the Gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised.
John 12:3-5 - Mary
Then took Mary a pound of ointment of spikenard, very costly, and anointed the feet of Jesus, and wiped His feet with her hair: and the house was filled with the odour of the ointment. The saith one of His disciples, Judas Iscariot, Simon's son, which should betray Him, Why was not this ointment sold for three hundred pence, and given to the poor?
Luke 19:8 - Zacchaeus
And Zaccaeus stood, and said unto the Lord; Behold, Lord, the half of my goods I give to the poor; and if I have taken any thing from any man by false accusation, I restore him fourfold.
Acts 10:2 - Cornelius
A devout man, and one that feared God with all his house, which gave much alms to the people, and prayed to God alway.
Romans 15:26 - Early Church
For it hath please them of Macedonia and Achaia to make a certain contribution for the poor saints which are at Jerusalem.
John 13:29 - Judas
For some of them thought, because Judas had the bag, that Jesus said unto him, Buy those things that we have need of against the feast; or that he should give something to the poor.
Galations 2:10 - Paul and Church Leaders
Only they would that we should remember the poor; the same which I also was forward to do.
Why is it is important to God??
Proverbs 14:31 - He that oppresseth the poor reproacheth his Maker: but he that honoureth Him hath mercy on the poor.
Proverbs 17:5 - Whoso mocketh the poor reproacheth his Maker: and he that is glad at calamities shall not be unpunished.
And the King shall answer and say unto them, Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these My brethren, ye have done it unto Me.
~ Matthew 25:40 ~
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Regional Spelling Bee
After hours upon hours of studying and coaching by Papa, Rebekah (age 12) and Esther (11) competed in the Regional Spelling Bee today, along with 45 other 4th-8th grade spellers from North Idaho. It's neat to watch the bee, because every year, there is more competition, and more spellers who have really been studying, as was VERY evident this year...
Esther did a fantastic job, and made it to the 3rd round, missing the word 'ambivalent' with an 'o'.
After 4 hours and 40 grueling rounds (making a record by 15 rounds), Rebekah took 2nd place (runner up) on the word "prosciutto", spelling it "proschuitto", which is an "Italian ham cured by drying and typically served in very thin slices" The winner, an 8th grader-Sarah-Jessica Sedy won on the word "keeshond" which is "a dog of a Dutch breed with long thick gray hair resembling a large Pomeranian".
Sarah and Rebekah were the only 2 contestants left after the 26th round, which shows how tough the competition was and how much studying both girls put into the studying, spelling words like "asthmogenic", "balalaika", "rejoneador", "bobbejaan", "verboten", "trepak", "embarcadero", "kielbasa", "ingenue", "comandante", "tanha", "fantoccini", and "tchotchke".
In a way, it is a bit of relief for us that Kiekah didn't go to Nationals this year, because of our already busy Spring schedule, and all the even more intense studying she'd be doing in the next two months. Also, this is Sarah's last year, and Rebekah has 2 more years, so all in all, it was a blessing in disguise. Praise God for His infinite Wisdom!!!
And, as Rebekah said: "I hope to make it (to Nationals) next year, and (not going) gives me more time to study the National Spelling Bee material, so I can hopefully make it past the Written Test next year!"
We just happened to be down town when the St Patrick's Day parade came by, and so we were able to watch it all pass. We have never experienced it before, and so it was a lot of fun. Leading the Parade was of course the regular Police escort, then a Firefighter Band (in kilts to boot!! ;p), and then a large assortment of dogs (and their owners), Equine 4H'ers all decked out in Green, different campaigning items, trucks, BMX Racers, a Fire Engine, and a collie herding sheep, etc!!! What fun!
Many people don't really know what the real origins of St. Patrick's Day is, but it was made in celebration of a man who loved and served the Lord, helped others, and was a missionary to Ireland, defying the Catholic church back home....to read more about Patrick, click here.
I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith.
~ Second Timothy 4:7 ~
Saturday, March 3, 2012
Post-Op Life
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| Today |
Life is good...I am enjoying it with a great big smile (inwardly if not always outwardly), and am growing even closer to my Lord and Saviour....we have had amazing 2 am talks these last few days, and though I like my sleep, it has well been worth it.
For the last 5 days, I have been spoiled rotten by everybody...so many people...a little overwhelming for a girl who is almost NEVER sick!!! On one hand, it has been kinda humbling to be at the mercy of other people, but on the other (in a maybe partially selfish sort of way??), I am REALLY enjoying it too.... On one hand, I love all the attention, but on the other, something deep down inside of me says: "YOU should be taking care of them!!" And so I try....at least with good humor.
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| Post-Op - Just home |
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| Pre-Op with my Anesthetist |
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| With my Primary Post-Op Nurse-Dayna |
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| Home Sweet Home |
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| Post-Op Check (Day 2) with my Dr. |
Again, I thank you all for your prayers. This adventure I'm on is not over yet, but it's a start..and a good one at that!! I leave you with these words which have been on my mind a lot lately:
I'm just a poor wayfaring stranger
Just traveling through this world of woe
Yet there's no sickness, toil, nor danger
In that bright land to which I go
I'm goin' there to see my Father
I'm going there no more to roam
I'm just a goin' over Jordan
I'm just a goin' over home
I know dark clouds will gather 'round me
I know my way is rough and steep
Yet golden fields lie just before me
Where God's redeemed their vigil keep
I'm goin' there to meet my siblings
They said they'd meet me when I come
I'm only goin' over Jordan
I'm only goin' over home
I want to wear a crown of glory
When I get home to that good land
I want to shout salvation's story
In concert with the blood-washed band
I'm goin' there to meet my Saviour
To sing His praise forever more
I'm just a goin' over Jordan
I'm just a goin' over home
And they that know Thy name will put their trust in Thee: for Thou, LORD, hast not forsaken them that seek Thee. Sing praises to the LORD, which dwelleth in Zion: declare among the people His doings.
~ Psalms 9:10-11 ~
Monday, February 27, 2012
Home Sweet Home
Quick update...yes, this is me writing (though Rachel took over with me dictating. :D). Surgery took a little over 4 hrs, and went well overall.
Got home around 5pm. Doing pretty good. I'll write more in a week or so.
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| Before Surgery |
Thank you for your prayers!
God has definitely proven to be my Jehovah-Shammah (the Lord is present) more than I even knew.
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?
~ Psalm 27:1 ~
Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth...One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to enquire in his temple...When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek...I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the Lord.
~ Psalm 27:4, 8, 13 & 14 ~
Jehovah-Shammah
Today is the 'big day'. For those who are praying, thank you. I so appreciate it.
Jehovah-Shammah...what does that really mean??
Jehovah is translated as "The Existing One" or "Lord". It also suggests "to become" or specifically "to become known", which denotes a God who reveals Himself unceasingly.
Shammah is derived from the Hebrew word sham, which can be translated as "there" or "present". Jehovah-Shammah is a symbolic name for the earthly Jerusalem. The name indicates that God has not abandoned Jerusalem, leaving it in ruins, but that there will will be a restoration.
The same is true about each one of us. God has not abandoned us here on earth, leaving us to to natural state of corruption and sin. He wants to redeem us and conform us to His image.
He also wants us to give our bodies - each one a temple of His - to Him, of our own free will.
~ Romans 12:1 ~
A dear friend said: "This is such a great time to learn.....never despise it.... or so want the end goal that you are unable to enjoy the journey."
This is my little saying right now, because these next few months will be a huge journey, and an opportunity for me to grow. As one of our pastors said yesterday: "You'll learn to lean and trust in God even more through this..because you're going to need Him an awful lot!!"
Jehovah-Shammah...what does that really mean??
Jehovah is translated as "The Existing One" or "Lord". It also suggests "to become" or specifically "to become known", which denotes a God who reveals Himself unceasingly.
Shammah is derived from the Hebrew word sham, which can be translated as "there" or "present". Jehovah-Shammah is a symbolic name for the earthly Jerusalem. The name indicates that God has not abandoned Jerusalem, leaving it in ruins, but that there will will be a restoration.
The same is true about each one of us. God has not abandoned us here on earth, leaving us to to natural state of corruption and sin. He wants to redeem us and conform us to His image.
Let your conversation be without covetousness; and be content with such things as ye have: for He hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
~ Hebrews 13:5 ~
Know ye not that your bodies are the members of Christ?
~ 1 Corinthians 6:15a ~
Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you?
~ 1 Corinthians 3:16 ~
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.~ Romans 12:1 ~
Most people know the song, "This ain't my home, I'm just a-passin' through..." And it is so true!
This is my little saying right now, because these next few months will be a huge journey, and an opportunity for me to grow. As one of our pastors said yesterday: "You'll learn to lean and trust in God even more through this..because you're going to need Him an awful lot!!"
Friday, February 17, 2012
Busy Valentines
Valentine's Day was filled with many different activities...
First of all, I signed my life away to surgery (consent forms) at my surgeon's office, and had a bunch more pre-op pictures and moulds taken. He did a "model surgery", pictures of which, I hope to post soon.
Second of all, as most Coeur d'Aleneans know, we were honored to have Republican Presidential Candidate Rick Santorum campaign here in Coeur d'Alene, before going on to Boise. We were privileged to listen to him deliver a message to a packed house of 600 people (around 400 people had to be turned away due to lack of space).
Yes, thus far, we are casting our vote with Senator Santorum for President. Out of all the candidates, he seems to be the most balanced in his views and looks to be the best choice to fit our Nation's need for revival. Throughout his service in the Senate, he has shown Conservative views and values, but also has a strong faith (although he is Catholic, he professes to be born again), good character, humility, decency, is down-to-earth, and is a family man.
I encourage you to watch his speech (given here in Cd'A) , and since I doubt most of you will want to sit through all 81 minutes of it, I have included below a time summary of where the important issues start (after allowing it to load, simply click on the moving bar, and drag it to the time you want). Some include sound-bite type stuff, but they all include the depth needed to inform.
A friend of ours said: "Taking just a few minutes focusing on these segments will allow you to be better informed on this candidate than by watching months of TV." Enjoy!
What Is True Love???
First of all, I signed my life away to surgery (consent forms) at my surgeon's office, and had a bunch more pre-op pictures and moulds taken. He did a "model surgery", pictures of which, I hope to post soon.
Second of all, as most Coeur d'Aleneans know, we were honored to have Republican Presidential Candidate Rick Santorum campaign here in Coeur d'Alene, before going on to Boise. We were privileged to listen to him deliver a message to a packed house of 600 people (around 400 people had to be turned away due to lack of space).
I encourage you to watch his speech (given here in Cd'A) , and since I doubt most of you will want to sit through all 81 minutes of it, I have included below a time summary of where the important issues start (after allowing it to load, simply click on the moving bar, and drag it to the time you want). Some include sound-bite type stuff, but they all include the depth needed to inform.
A friend of ours said: "Taking just a few minutes focusing on these segments will allow you to be better informed on this candidate than by watching months of TV." Enjoy!
19:10 - Health Care
21:00 - The real reason Health Care is expensive. (Excellent comparison of Health Insurance with Auto Insurance)
37:35 - Energy
65:26 - Defense
68:40 - Entitlements
71:55 - Welfare
74:01 - Healthcare specifics
76:43 to 79:40 - Brilliant Treatise on Social Security
My evening was filled up with our church's Valentine's Banquet, which was put on by the College-age kids in our church. We all had a wonderful time, serving, eating, and cleaning up. What a special time fellowshipping with other young people while being a blessing to others!!
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| Most of our group |
1 John 4:7 says: "Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God, and knoweth God."
Digging deeper, we find John 14:15, 21: "If you love Me, keep my commandments. ... He that hath My commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth Me: and he that loveth Me shall be loved of My Father, and I will love him, and will manifest Myself to him."
Note that every time it says love, the Greek word is "Agape" which means 'unconditional love'...the kind that God had when He sacrificed His only Son for our sins, to redeem us. This is the word that is used over and over and over again in 1 Corinthians 13, where Paul describes in detail what makes Agape so singular.
So often, we read that chapter, but don't really take it to heart in what it really means. I would encourage all of you to read it again, and really meditate on what he is saying here. In what ways do you need to grow or are you lacking??
I really like vs. 11, where it says: "When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things."
I think so often, as we become adults, we bring some of that childish immaturity with us, and instead of being able to take care of at least us and 1 other person, we are self-centered and me-focused. I know this is definitely something God has been working on me about, as I am in this transition phase.
I encourage all of you young people out there, seek God in regards to any areas you may need to grow & mature in. Yes, we should still have fun, and be like little children in our innocence, but not in an immature, selfish way. It should be in a sensitive and responsible way, not hurting others to our own amusement.
Digging deeper, we find John 14:15, 21: "If you love Me, keep my commandments. ... He that hath My commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth Me: and he that loveth Me shall be loved of My Father, and I will love him, and will manifest Myself to him."
Note that every time it says love, the Greek word is "Agape" which means 'unconditional love'...the kind that God had when He sacrificed His only Son for our sins, to redeem us. This is the word that is used over and over and over again in 1 Corinthians 13, where Paul describes in detail what makes Agape so singular.
I really like vs. 11, where it says: "When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things."
I think so often, as we become adults, we bring some of that childish immaturity with us, and instead of being able to take care of at least us and 1 other person, we are self-centered and me-focused. I know this is definitely something God has been working on me about, as I am in this transition phase.
I encourage all of you young people out there, seek God in regards to any areas you may need to grow & mature in. Yes, we should still have fun, and be like little children in our innocence, but not in an immature, selfish way. It should be in a sensitive and responsible way, not hurting others to our own amusement.
Sunday, February 12, 2012
7 Spheres of Influence
For the last couple months, every Sunday morning (6:30am), we have been a Bible Study/discipleship of sorts with our dear friend -- Chris Hogan (president Noble Call Institute) via Skype.
Simultaneously, this last week, our Wednesday Night Bible Study Group started the Vision of a Leader by Bruce Wilkinson, a powerful study on the Truth of Exponential Leadership through the book of Nehemiah. (Maybe I can post what I am learning through that some other time.)
This morning, Mr. Hogan talked about the 7 Spheres of Influence, and that whoever controls these 7 "Mountains" controls the kingdom (or our country):
Family
Government
Business & Finance
Religion
Education
Science & Medical
Arts & Media
Each person has a "niche" in one of the above areas: a place or job where you belong, what God made you to do & gave you a passion or vision to do. (e.g. My dad's would be Business & Financial and mine would be Medical.)
There are also 5 "greatest" benefits for being "in your niche", which are:
Having a Purpose in life
Having Provision enabled by God to accomplish that purpose
Having Protection by God in order to do that work
Having Pleasure in what you are doing
Having Peace in knowing that what you're doing is from God
Just like birds have a Beak, Feet, Feathers...and a Brain which makes it easy to identify what they 'do', God created us with a Spirit, Soul, Mind, and Strengths that makes it easier to identify what niche God has created us to do:
- Spirit - God gives us rhemas (a guide to that niche) comparable to a bird's instincts
- Soul - God gives us a passion for people (what 'types' of people do you feel called to? e.g. certain circumstances, or a specific 'age group')
- Mind - Research (what do you love to read & research?)
- Strengths - What comes easiest to you (What gifts & talents has God given you?? e.g. magnetism, influence on others, persistence, etc.)
Mr. Hogan pointed out that 7-10% of our National population are homosexuals (Atheist & Agnostics would be another one), and what did they do? They started infiltrating our Arts & Media, and then Education, Politics & down the line with their trash junk, making the minority 'rule'...and so now, even talking "bad" about homosexuality is almost equated to Racism!!! Appalling!
We, as Christians, have the God-given responsibility to infiltrate our System with God's righteousness and principles. Jesus said: "All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you to "Go....teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit: teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen." (Matthew 28:18-21)
Likewise, He said: "Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men. Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." (Matthew 5:13-16)
He makes it clear though, that even in our roles of leadership and influence, we are not to become proud or self-righteous about it but are to meek and humble:
"But it shall not be so among you: but whosoever will be great among you, let him be your minister; And whosoever will be chief among you, let him be your servant: Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give His life a ransom for many." (Matthew 20:26-28)
"Take my yoke upon you, and learn of Me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For My yoke is easy, and My burden is light." (Matthew 11:29-30)
Something to prayerfully think about:
What 'niche' has God given you??
What main sphere of influence has God called you to?? (We should all strive to influence every sphere, but usually He gives you a main/overarching 'calling' as well.)
How does He want you to serve Him in this sphere??
Remember Matthew 7:7-8: "Ask, and it shall be given you; Seek, and ye shall find; Knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened."
A dear friend shared the following truth: "A vocation is your great joy meeting the world's great need."
Simultaneously, this last week, our Wednesday Night Bible Study Group started the Vision of a Leader by Bruce Wilkinson, a powerful study on the Truth of Exponential Leadership through the book of Nehemiah. (Maybe I can post what I am learning through that some other time.)
This morning, Mr. Hogan talked about the 7 Spheres of Influence, and that whoever controls these 7 "Mountains" controls the kingdom (or our country):
Family
Government
Business & Finance
Religion
Education
Science & Medical
Arts & Media
Each person has a "niche" in one of the above areas: a place or job where you belong, what God made you to do & gave you a passion or vision to do. (e.g. My dad's would be Business & Financial and mine would be Medical.)
There are also 5 "greatest" benefits for being "in your niche", which are:
Having a Purpose in life
Having Provision enabled by God to accomplish that purpose
Having Protection by God in order to do that work
Having Pleasure in what you are doing
Having Peace in knowing that what you're doing is from God
Just like birds have a Beak, Feet, Feathers...and a Brain which makes it easy to identify what they 'do', God created us with a Spirit, Soul, Mind, and Strengths that makes it easier to identify what niche God has created us to do:
- Spirit - God gives us rhemas (a guide to that niche) comparable to a bird's instincts
- Soul - God gives us a passion for people (what 'types' of people do you feel called to? e.g. certain circumstances, or a specific 'age group')
- Mind - Research (what do you love to read & research?)
- Strengths - What comes easiest to you (What gifts & talents has God given you?? e.g. magnetism, influence on others, persistence, etc.)
Mr. Hogan pointed out that 7-10% of our National population are homosexuals (Atheist & Agnostics would be another one), and what did they do? They started infiltrating our Arts & Media, and then Education, Politics & down the line with their trash junk, making the minority 'rule'...and so now, even talking "bad" about homosexuality is almost equated to Racism!!! Appalling!
We, as Christians, have the God-given responsibility to infiltrate our System with God's righteousness and principles. Jesus said: "All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you to "Go....teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit: teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen." (Matthew 28:18-21)
Likewise, He said: "Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men. Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." (Matthew 5:13-16)
He makes it clear though, that even in our roles of leadership and influence, we are not to become proud or self-righteous about it but are to meek and humble:
"But it shall not be so among you: but whosoever will be great among you, let him be your minister; And whosoever will be chief among you, let him be your servant: Even as the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give His life a ransom for many." (Matthew 20:26-28)
"Take my yoke upon you, and learn of Me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For My yoke is easy, and My burden is light." (Matthew 11:29-30)
What 'niche' has God given you??
What main sphere of influence has God called you to?? (We should all strive to influence every sphere, but usually He gives you a main/overarching 'calling' as well.)
How does He want you to serve Him in this sphere??
Remember Matthew 7:7-8: "Ask, and it shall be given you; Seek, and ye shall find; Knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened."
A dear friend shared the following truth: "A vocation is your great joy meeting the world's great need."
Friday, February 10, 2012
Unemployment vs. Out of Work Explained
Anyway, the following crossed my path, and I had to share it. Enjoy...and please don't count yourself as one of the "out of work"!!
COSTELLO: I want to talk about the unemployment rate in America.
ABBOTT: Good Subject. Terrible Times. It's 9%.
COSTELLO: That many people are out of work?
ABBOTT: No, that's 16%.
COSTELLO: You just said 9%.
ABBOTT: 9% Unemployed.
COSTELLO: Right 9% out of work.
ABBOTT: No, that's 16%.
COSTELLO: Okay, so it's 16% unemployed.
ABBOTT: No, that's 9%...
COSTELLO: WAIT A MINUTE. Is it 9% or 16%?
ABBOTT: 9% are unemployed. 16% are out of work.
COSTELLO: If you are out of work you are unemployed.
ABBOTT: No, you can't count the "Out of Work" as the unemployed. You have to look for work to be unemployed.
COSTELLO: BUT THEY ARE OUT OF WORK!!!
ABBOTT: No, you miss my point.
COSTELLO: What point?
ABBOTT: Someone who doesn't look for work, can't be counted with those who look for work. It wouldn't be fair.
COSTELLO: To who?
ABBOTT: The unemployed.
COSTELLO: But they are ALL out of work.
ABBOTT: No, the unemployed are actively looking for work... Those who are out of work stopped looking. They gave up. And, if you give up, you are no longer in the ranks of the unemployed.
COSTELLO: So, if you're off the unemployment rolls, that would count as less unemployment?
ABBOTT: Unemployment would go down. Absolutely!
COSTELLO: The unemployment just goes down because you don't look for work?
ABBOTT: Absolutely it goes down. That's how you get to 9%. Otherwise, it would be 16%. You don't want to read about 16% unemployment do ya?
COSTELLO: That would be frightening.
ABBOTT: Absolutely.
COSTELLO: Wait, I got a question for you. That means they're two ways to bring down the unemployment number?
ABBOTT: Two ways is correct.
COSTELLO: Unemployment can go down if someone gets a job?
ABBOTT: Correct.
COSTELLO: And unemployment can also go down if you stop looking for a job?
ABBOTT: Bingo.
COSTELLO: So there are two ways to bring unemployment down, and the easier of the two is to just stop looking for work.
ABBOTT: Now you're thinking like an economist.
COSTELLO: I don't even know what I just said!
And now you know why our National unemployment figures are improving!
(In other words, "Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper and be satisfied.")
The soul of the sluggard desireth, and hath nothing: but the soul of the diligent shall be made fat.
~ Proverbs 13:4 ~
(In other words, "Lazy people want much but get little, but those who work hard will prosper and be satisfied.")
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Why We SHOOT Deer
DISCLAIMER: THIS DID NOT HAPPEN TO ME!! =)
Read, Laugh, and Learn:
I had this idea that I could rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it, and transport it home.
So, I filled the cattle feeder, and then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up - 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope.
The deer just stood there and stared at me. I wrapped the rope around my waist and twisted the end so I would have a good hold. The deer still just stood and stared at me, but you could tell it was mildly concerned about the whole rope situation. I took a step towards it, and it took a step away. I put a little tension on the rope, and then received an education.
The first thing that I learned is that, while a deer may just stand there looking at you funny while you rope it, they are spurred to action when you start pulling on that rope.
That deer EXPLODED. The second thing I learned is that pound for pound, a deer is a LOT stronger than a cow or a colt. A cow or a colt in that weight range, I could fight down with a rope and with some dignity. A deer -- no chance. That thing ran and bucked and twisted and pulled.
There was no controlling it and certainly no getting close to it. As it jerked me off my feet and started dragging me across the ground, it occurred to me that having a deer on a rop was not nearly as good an ideas as I had originally imagined. The only upside is that they do not have as much stamina as many other animals.
A brief 10 minutes later, it was tired and not nearly as quick to jerk me off my feet and drag me when I managed to get up. It took me a few minutes to realized this, since I was mostly blinded by the blood flowing out of the big gash in my head. At that point, I had lost my taste for corn-fed venison. I just wanted to get that devil creature off the end of that rope.
I figured if I just let it go with the rope hanging around its neck, it would likely die slowly and painfully somewhere. At the time, there was no love at all between me and that deer. At that moment, I hated the thing, and I would venture to guess that the feeling was mutual.
Despite the gash in my head and several large knots where I had cleverly arrested the deer's momentum by bracing my head against various large rocks as it dragged me across the ground, I could still think clearly enough to recognized that there was a small chance that I shared some tiny amount of responsibility for the situation we were in. I didn't want the deer to have to suffere a slow death, so I managed to get it lined back up in between my truck and the feeder - a little trap I had set before hand... kind of like a squeeze chute. I got it to back in there and I started moving up so I could get my rope back.
They do! I never in a million years would have thought that a deer would bite somebody, so I was very surprised when ....... I reached up there to grab that rope and the deer grabbed hold of my wrist. Now, when a deer bites you, it is not like being bit by a horse where they just bite you and slide off to then let go. A deer bites you and shakes its head--almost like a pit bull. They bite HARD and it hurts.
The proper thing to do when a deer bites you is probably to freeze and draw back slowly.. I tried screaming and shaking instead. My method was ineffective.
It seems like the deer was biting and shaking for several minutes, but it was likely only several seconds. I, being smarter than a deer (though you may be questioning that claim by now), tricked it. While I kept it busy tearing the tendons out of my right arm, I reached up with my left hand and pulled that rope loose.
That was when I got my final lesson in deer behavior for the day.
Deer will strike at you with their front feet. They rear right up on their back feet and strike right about head and shoulder level, and their hooves are surprising sharp ... I learned a long time ago that, when an animal - like a horse - strikes at you with their hooves and you can't get away easily, the best thing to do is to try to make a loud noise and make an aggressive move towards an animal. This will usually cause them to back down a bit so you can escape.
This was not a horse. This was a deer, so obviously, such trickery would not work. In the course of a millisecond, I devised a different strategy. I screamed like a woman and tried to turn and run. The reason I had always been told NOT to try to turn and run from a horse that paws at you is that there isa good chance that it will hit you in the back of the head.
Deer may not be so different from horses after all, besides being twice as strong and 3 times as evil, because the second I turned to run, it hit me right in the back of the head and knocked me down..
Now, when a deer paws at you and knocks you down, it does not immediately leave. I suspect it does not recognized that the danger has passed. What they do instead is paw your back and jump up and down on you while you are laying there crying like a little girl and covering your head.
I finally managed to crawl under the truck and the deer went away.
So, now I know why when people go deer hunting, they bring a rifle with a scope......to sort of even the odds!!
Supposedly this story is true, though Snopes sites it as "undetermined" (they have the 'rest of the story' at the very end...which is quite worth the read). ;)
Either which way, I think the moral to this story, is:
Read, Laugh, and Learn:
I had this idea that I could rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it, and transport it home.So, I filled the cattle feeder, and then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up - 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope.
The deer just stood there and stared at me. I wrapped the rope around my waist and twisted the end so I would have a good hold. The deer still just stood and stared at me, but you could tell it was mildly concerned about the whole rope situation. I took a step towards it, and it took a step away. I put a little tension on the rope, and then received an education.
The first thing that I learned is that, while a deer may just stand there looking at you funny while you rope it, they are spurred to action when you start pulling on that rope.That deer EXPLODED. The second thing I learned is that pound for pound, a deer is a LOT stronger than a cow or a colt. A cow or a colt in that weight range, I could fight down with a rope and with some dignity. A deer -- no chance. That thing ran and bucked and twisted and pulled.
There was no controlling it and certainly no getting close to it. As it jerked me off my feet and started dragging me across the ground, it occurred to me that having a deer on a rop was not nearly as good an ideas as I had originally imagined. The only upside is that they do not have as much stamina as many other animals.A brief 10 minutes later, it was tired and not nearly as quick to jerk me off my feet and drag me when I managed to get up. It took me a few minutes to realized this, since I was mostly blinded by the blood flowing out of the big gash in my head. At that point, I had lost my taste for corn-fed venison. I just wanted to get that devil creature off the end of that rope.
I figured if I just let it go with the rope hanging around its neck, it would likely die slowly and painfully somewhere. At the time, there was no love at all between me and that deer. At that moment, I hated the thing, and I would venture to guess that the feeling was mutual.
Despite the gash in my head and several large knots where I had cleverly arrested the deer's momentum by bracing my head against various large rocks as it dragged me across the ground, I could still think clearly enough to recognized that there was a small chance that I shared some tiny amount of responsibility for the situation we were in. I didn't want the deer to have to suffere a slow death, so I managed to get it lined back up in between my truck and the feeder - a little trap I had set before hand... kind of like a squeeze chute. I got it to back in there and I started moving up so I could get my rope back.
Did you know that deer bite?
They do! I never in a million years would have thought that a deer would bite somebody, so I was very surprised when ....... I reached up there to grab that rope and the deer grabbed hold of my wrist. Now, when a deer bites you, it is not like being bit by a horse where they just bite you and slide off to then let go. A deer bites you and shakes its head--almost like a pit bull. They bite HARD and it hurts.The proper thing to do when a deer bites you is probably to freeze and draw back slowly.. I tried screaming and shaking instead. My method was ineffective.
It seems like the deer was biting and shaking for several minutes, but it was likely only several seconds. I, being smarter than a deer (though you may be questioning that claim by now), tricked it. While I kept it busy tearing the tendons out of my right arm, I reached up with my left hand and pulled that rope loose.
Deer will strike at you with their front feet. They rear right up on their back feet and strike right about head and shoulder level, and their hooves are surprising sharp ... I learned a long time ago that, when an animal - like a horse - strikes at you with their hooves and you can't get away easily, the best thing to do is to try to make a loud noise and make an aggressive move towards an animal. This will usually cause them to back down a bit so you can escape.
This was not a horse. This was a deer, so obviously, such trickery would not work. In the course of a millisecond, I devised a different strategy. I screamed like a woman and tried to turn and run. The reason I had always been told NOT to try to turn and run from a horse that paws at you is that there isa good chance that it will hit you in the back of the head.
Deer may not be so different from horses after all, besides being twice as strong and 3 times as evil, because the second I turned to run, it hit me right in the back of the head and knocked me down..
Now, when a deer paws at you and knocks you down, it does not immediately leave. I suspect it does not recognized that the danger has passed. What they do instead is paw your back and jump up and down on you while you are laying there crying like a little girl and covering your head.
I finally managed to crawl under the truck and the deer went away.
So, now I know why when people go deer hunting, they bring a rifle with a scope......to sort of even the odds!!
All these events are true so help me God... An Educated Farmer.
Either which way, I think the moral to this story, is:
Creativity is a good thing ... but sometimes, maybe efficiency is more worth the story!
As they say, 'learn from those who come before you!'
Friday, February 3, 2012
They Say I'm Crazy....
December 7th, 2011 was a really good day for me. It was that day that my Orthodontist gave me the go-ahead to get my Orthognathic (jaw) Surgery done anytime after February 1st. On January 9th, I had a meeting with my Oral Surgeon to get a preliminary surgery evaluation done, and on January 16th, I got the Surgery date scheduled for Monday, February 27th, 2012!!!!
Why do I need surgery done? My jaws are not aligned with one another, so that I have an open and cross bite...(only a few of my teeth touch--mostly posterior molars, and my midline is 1 tooth off), making chewing quite difficult (to say the least) and limiting my food/nutrition intake. Also, my sinus passages are all messed up and deformed, so they're going to open them up, as well as some other stuff....
What's going to be done? I'm actually hoping to have 5 surgeries done...crazy, I know... :-/
1) Orthognathic (jaw) Surgery - Basically, they're going to slit me from 'ear to ear', except it'll be horizontal, and inside my mouth, or as my dad says "they're going to take all my upper teeth out and then put them back in. :) Seriously though, they will be cutting above my upper gums, all the way around, and "move" it to the correct position, and then place titanium bolts and plates and sutures to hold everything in place. This link gives a bit of an idea regarding what orthognathic surgery entails, though it focuses more on lower jaw problems/surgery than the upper jaw, which is what mine is.
2) Nasal Sill Osteoplasty - To correct my sinuses
3) Inferior (partial) Turbinectomy - My turbinate bones are abnormally large, which has caused many problems (mostly breathing), so they will be removing around 1/2-2/3rds of them.
4) All 4 Wisdom Teeth removed - And, I guess it's that time of life....I have to have them out anyway, and since my bottom 2 are resting on nerves, I might as well get those taken care of now instead of having them done in 3-6 months...(and have all the pain, limited food, (and fees), limited to one sitting too, right???) I mean, what is a little extra pain?
5) Labial Frenectomy (of the frenulum) - like my older brother's, my frenulum (the skin that attaches my lip to my gum, is too long), and so, following in his footsteps, I'm hoping that they can make the little 'slice' at the same time... I've helped do Lingual Frenectomies (for tongue-tied infants), so that'll be fun.
Everyone says I'm crazy, because I'm excited...or maybe that is just the way I handle it....I mean, why worry over...well...anything?? (Isn't there something better that you can expend your energies on?) Why not make it into an 'adventure' and an 'experience'?? Doesn't that make you more qualified to help and understand others even better??
I do have to say though, that the one thing that will be... ....interesting, is potentially getting IM (intramuscular) shots...I have always enjoyed getting my blood drawn...in fact, every time I do, I kind of get a "high" feeling, (if that's allowed), and IV's aren't that bad (helps get me hydrated), and I've given tons of IM shots to others--both people and animals...but, well....I don't want to say I'm nervous...but it will be an experience!! (especially with 'the' locations....)
Recovery Time? So, you're probably wondering what the recoup will be like...here is what I know so far: Pretty much, I'm supposed to treat my jaw surgery like a fracture-meaning it'll take at least 6 weeks to be kind of healed.
Eating will be very limited for 6-12 weeks, and depending on if my jaws are tied shut, I might have to be fed through a feeding tube (like we use for alpacas and goats) B-| for the first few days.
Recovery time really depends on the person, in regards to how fast they are able to "spring back". For the first 2 days, I'll be pretty much down for the count, and the worst day - for pain - is Day 3. After that, it'll vary...with how many operations I'll be having done, it might prolong my "springing back" for a bit...we'll see. From Day 10-14, I should be back to kind of normal, except for any strenuous work (like swimming or barn activities/dust), and by the 4th-5th Week, I should be able to do all of the above.
Of course, ideally, I'd like to be able to be downstairs for Bible Study the Wednesday following, and be at church the next week....but that is probably unrealistic...or is it??
- With any operation and anesthesia, there are dangers, and unexpected aftermaths. I have a lot of appointments in the next few weeks to prepare for the surgery, including physical and heart checks, to make sure my body can handle the trauma. I am not allergic to any medications, that I know of, but of course, there is always that possibility. Please pray that I would continue trusting God with everything, and that I would survive the operation. (if it is His will of course ;p)
- We have done a lot of research, in regards to finding our Ortho/Surgeon team, and are confident that the job will be done well. Our surgeon is very detailed, and takes each patient individually, instead of lumping them in a 'group', per se. Please pray though, that as he prepares and performs the surgery, that God would guide his hand and his mind, and that he won't have any "oops!" moments.
- Please pray for my parents and siblings, that there would not be any unnecessary stress, and that as Mom especially will probably take care of me, that God would give her more added grace during this time.
- That as we discern and research our Pain Management Options, that God would give us wisdom
- That above all, I would be a light and witness to all those around me (both in the hospital and here at home), and that I wouldn't get too grumpy or selfish....either (like I would tend to do). I know it will be struggle for me to keep always positive...because sometimes...honestly, it's easier not to!!
I am left with these verses:
Why do I need surgery done? My jaws are not aligned with one another, so that I have an open and cross bite...(only a few of my teeth touch--mostly posterior molars, and my midline is 1 tooth off), making chewing quite difficult (to say the least) and limiting my food/nutrition intake. Also, my sinus passages are all messed up and deformed, so they're going to open them up, as well as some other stuff....
What's going to be done? I'm actually hoping to have 5 surgeries done...crazy, I know... :-/
1) Orthognathic (jaw) Surgery - Basically, they're going to slit me from 'ear to ear', except it'll be horizontal, and inside my mouth, or as my dad says "they're going to take all my upper teeth out and then put them back in. :) Seriously though, they will be cutting above my upper gums, all the way around, and "move" it to the correct position, and then place titanium bolts and plates and sutures to hold everything in place. This link gives a bit of an idea regarding what orthognathic surgery entails, though it focuses more on lower jaw problems/surgery than the upper jaw, which is what mine is.
2) Nasal Sill Osteoplasty - To correct my sinuses
3) Inferior (partial) Turbinectomy - My turbinate bones are abnormally large, which has caused many problems (mostly breathing), so they will be removing around 1/2-2/3rds of them.
4) All 4 Wisdom Teeth removed - And, I guess it's that time of life....I have to have them out anyway, and since my bottom 2 are resting on nerves, I might as well get those taken care of now instead of having them done in 3-6 months...(and have all the pain, limited food, (and fees), limited to one sitting too, right???) I mean, what is a little extra pain?
5) Labial Frenectomy (of the frenulum) - like my older brother's, my frenulum (the skin that attaches my lip to my gum, is too long), and so, following in his footsteps, I'm hoping that they can make the little 'slice' at the same time... I've helped do Lingual Frenectomies (for tongue-tied infants), so that'll be fun.
Everyone says I'm crazy, because I'm excited...or maybe that is just the way I handle it....I mean, why worry over...well...anything?? (Isn't there something better that you can expend your energies on?) Why not make it into an 'adventure' and an 'experience'?? Doesn't that make you more qualified to help and understand others even better??
I do have to say though, that the one thing that will be... ....interesting, is potentially getting IM (intramuscular) shots...I have always enjoyed getting my blood drawn...in fact, every time I do, I kind of get a "high" feeling, (if that's allowed), and IV's aren't that bad (helps get me hydrated), and I've given tons of IM shots to others--both people and animals...but, well....I don't want to say I'm nervous...but it will be an experience!! (especially with 'the' locations....)
Recovery Time? So, you're probably wondering what the recoup will be like...here is what I know so far: Pretty much, I'm supposed to treat my jaw surgery like a fracture-meaning it'll take at least 6 weeks to be kind of healed.
Eating will be very limited for 6-12 weeks, and depending on if my jaws are tied shut, I might have to be fed through a feeding tube (like we use for alpacas and goats) B-| for the first few days.
Recovery time really depends on the person, in regards to how fast they are able to "spring back". For the first 2 days, I'll be pretty much down for the count, and the worst day - for pain - is Day 3. After that, it'll vary...with how many operations I'll be having done, it might prolong my "springing back" for a bit...we'll see. From Day 10-14, I should be back to kind of normal, except for any strenuous work (like swimming or barn activities/dust), and by the 4th-5th Week, I should be able to do all of the above.
Of course, ideally, I'd like to be able to be downstairs for Bible Study the Wednesday following, and be at church the next week....but that is probably unrealistic...or is it??
As you can probably see, I'm kind of treating this whole thing lightly....but I would sincerely ask for your prayers.
- With any operation and anesthesia, there are dangers, and unexpected aftermaths. I have a lot of appointments in the next few weeks to prepare for the surgery, including physical and heart checks, to make sure my body can handle the trauma. I am not allergic to any medications, that I know of, but of course, there is always that possibility. Please pray that I would continue trusting God with everything, and that I would survive the operation. (if it is His will of course ;p)
- We have done a lot of research, in regards to finding our Ortho/Surgeon team, and are confident that the job will be done well. Our surgeon is very detailed, and takes each patient individually, instead of lumping them in a 'group', per se. Please pray though, that as he prepares and performs the surgery, that God would guide his hand and his mind, and that he won't have any "oops!" moments.
- Please pray for my parents and siblings, that there would not be any unnecessary stress, and that as Mom especially will probably take care of me, that God would give her more added grace during this time.
- That as we discern and research our Pain Management Options, that God would give us wisdom
- That above all, I would be a light and witness to all those around me (both in the hospital and here at home), and that I wouldn't get too grumpy or selfish....either (like I would tend to do). I know it will be struggle for me to keep always positive...because sometimes...honestly, it's easier not to!!
Throughout all, please do not think that I am 'fearful' or 'nervous' or need 'condolences' about all of this. It's just not the way I'm wired. I am excited. I am looking forward to it, and am taking everything else in stride.
I am left with these verses:
I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
~ Philippians 4:13 ~
For I will restore health unto thee, and I will heal thee of thy wounds, saith the LORD.
~ Jeremiah 30:17 ~
....I am the LORD that healeth thee.
~ Exodus 15:26 c~
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
~ Isaiah 40:31 ~
Thursday, February 2, 2012
The Atheist's Holiday
A friend forwarded this to me, and though I have heard it before, I thought it would be bring a smile to some faces. Of course, this is a fictional case, but I'll I leave it as is...
In Florida, an atheist created a case against Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair to atheists had no such recognized days.
The case was brought before a judge, and after listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"
The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling saying,
"Your Honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur, and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays..."
Leaning forward in his chair, the judge replied, "But you do. Your client, counselor, is woefully ignorant."
The lawyer answered, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."
Unperturbed, the judge said, "The calendar says April 1st is April Fool's Day. Psalm 14.1 states, 'The fool says in his heart, there is no God.' Thus, it is the opinion of this court, that, if your client says there is no God, then he is a fool.
In Florida, an atheist created a case against Easter and Passover Holy days. He hired an attorney to bring a discrimination case against Christians and Jews and observances of their holy days. The argument was that it was unfair to atheists had no such recognized days.The case was brought before a judge, and after listening to the passionate presentation by the lawyer, the judge banged his gavel declaring, "Case dismissed!"
The lawyer immediately stood and objected to the ruling saying,
"Your Honor, how can you possibly dismiss this case? The Christians have Christmas, Easter and others. The Jews have Passover, Yom Kippur, and Hanukkah, yet my client and all other atheists have no such holidays..."
Leaning forward in his chair, the judge replied, "But you do. Your client, counselor, is woefully ignorant."
The lawyer answered, "Your Honor, we are unaware of any special observance or holiday for atheists."
Unperturbed, the judge said, "The calendar says April 1st is April Fool's Day. Psalm 14.1 states, 'The fool says in his heart, there is no God.' Thus, it is the opinion of this court, that, if your client says there is no God, then he is a fool.
Therefore, April 1st is his day.
Court is adjourned..."
As for God, His way is perfect: the Word of the LORD is tried: He is a buckler to all those that trust in Him. For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God? It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places. He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms. Thou hast also given me the shield of Thy salvation: and
Thy right hand hath holden me up, and Thy gentleness hath made me great. Thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip.
~ Psalms 18:30-36 ~
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Unity in Our Diversity
This year, our church is studying the book of 1st Corinthians in detail. I am thoroughly enjoying it, and am learning so much. This week's text was 1 Cor. 1:9-17, where Paul is encouraging the church body to be united, instead of causing strife over the minute differences.
Here are the highlights:
Likemindedness is caring about the core issues together
Three things we can do:
- Strive for unity in our our diversity
- Remember leaders are only human representatives
- Focus on the person of Christ
The clincher for me, though was:
Love is a testimony when 2 people who are very/greatly/significantly different, love each other. It is not a testimony when people who have the same beliefs love each other. How often do we think about it that way?? Wow! Something to try to live out....and that is what I'm going to try to be doing.....
Pastor shared a story, that definitely made the point, and I want to share it with you:
Once I saw this guy on a bridge about to jump. I said, "Don't do it!"
He said, "Nobody loves me."
I said, "God loves you. Do you believe in God?"
He said, "Yes."
I said, "Are you a Christian or a Jew?"
He said, "A Christian."
I said, "Me, too! Protestant or Catholic?"
He said, "Protestant."
I said, "Me, too! What franchise?"
He said, "Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Baptist or Southern Baptist?"
He said, "Northern Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist or Northern Liberal Baptist?"
He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region, or Northern Conservative Baptist Eastern Region?" He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1879, or Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912?"
He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912?"
I said, "Die, heretic!" And I pushed him over.
Bet you weren't expecting that ending!! But, isn't that such a perfect example of how we bicker over nothing?!? That definitely wasn't a 'Salvation Issue'!! And yet, he murdered somebody!! (Of course it was a fictitious example. :p)
Here are the highlights:
Likemindedness is caring about the core issues together
Three things we can do:
- Strive for unity in our our diversity
- Remember leaders are only human representatives
- Focus on the person of Christ
The clincher for me, though was:
Love is a testimony when 2 people who are very/greatly/significantly different, love each other. It is not a testimony when people who have the same beliefs love each other. How often do we think about it that way?? Wow! Something to try to live out....and that is what I'm going to try to be doing.....
Pastor shared a story, that definitely made the point, and I want to share it with you:
Once I saw this guy on a bridge about to jump. I said, "Don't do it!"
He said, "Nobody loves me."
I said, "God loves you. Do you believe in God?"
He said, "Yes."
I said, "Are you a Christian or a Jew?"
He said, "A Christian."
I said, "Me, too! Protestant or Catholic?"
He said, "Protestant."
I said, "Me, too! What franchise?"
He said, "Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Baptist or Southern Baptist?"
He said, "Northern Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist or Northern Liberal Baptist?"
He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region, or Northern Conservative Baptist Eastern Region?" He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region."
I said, "Me, too! Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1879, or Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912?"
He said, "Northern Conservative Baptist Great Lakes Region Council of 1912?"
I said, "Die, heretic!" And I pushed him over.
Bet you weren't expecting that ending!! But, isn't that such a perfect example of how we bicker over nothing?!? That definitely wasn't a 'Salvation Issue'!! And yet, he murdered somebody!! (Of course it was a fictitious example. :p)
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Skiing Rendezvous
Last Friday, we and some close friends went skiing at Silver Mountain on a NIHEA Homeschool Day (discounts!!). Because of 3 major knee/ankle accidents in the last 3 winters (from horses, snowboarding, and stairs), I haven't skied (except 3 mini runs last year) in 2 years, so the first part of the day I pretty much just 'got back into the swing of things'...tons of fun!!
That morning, both Mama and Papa had a premonition that an accident could occur, and so reminded us to use our judgement on the slopes we skied...never did I dream that their premonition would/could apply so specifically to me!
That afternoon, I skied some runs with Papa, Rachel, and 2 friends. I haven't skied a Black Diamond since my 3rd day on the Slope around 4 years ago (because of accidents)...but I'd been doing well all day, and when there wasn't another available run down to the Lift (that I knew of), I thought, "Why not?? I'm doing really good, Rendezvous is the run of the day & they said it is REALLY smooth...I might as well!!"
Because of knee injury, my brain created a 'protective mode', which sometimes turns on in certain conditions, making me go a little slower and turn wider...which on a Black slope is exactly opposite of what you want to do!! :) Also, brain is still perceiving skiing left as more difficult than skiing right is. (working on changing that!!)
FYI, Rendezvous is a long, steep, smooth, 1/4++ mile, 2-part slope, with a plateau in the middle...at the top, it doesn't look too terribly steep..until you get to the crest. :) By the time I was 1/4 down the first slope, I realized that maybe this wasn't the best idea, but reminded myself that 'there was no other way, so just keep skiing'. Everyone else was down at the plateau by that time, waiting for me... And just after I thought, "Oh great....now I'm going to slow them down!!", it happened....I was skiing left and was in the middle of the slope, when I lost my balance or something, and started rolling...
Of course, wearing a slick suit doesn't help any, and though I tried digging my poles in (not good enough though), I wasn't stopping. After 5-6 rolls, I figured I wasn't going to stop too quickly, and knowing 'rolling' is not safe with skis and poles, I pulled myself around so that I was doing "Snow Angels" in a circling type of way (e.g. first head-first, then side-first, then feet-first, and so on).
I figured (as did my group), that I'd stop when I got to the Plateau, but instead I caught air (with a grin on my face, so they say) and kept accumulating speed as I went down the next steep slope. (After almost running into a friend who had to jump out of my 'path'.) Up until the Plateau, I had tried to stop, but after I passed it, I figured "I'm not going to stop until I do, so I might as well relax and enjoy the ride!!" Good for me, but my non-movement freaked my group out and they started imagining the worst, with the least being unconsciousness. 2 of the group were EMTs (either presently or in the past), and so in that way, I consoled myself on the way down that even if I was severely 'damaged', at least they'd know how to take spinal precautions and make sure my airways were patent!! :)
Praise God, I finally stopped at the end of the steep slope (a long ways from the cliff), in powder, with no injuries, and lots of snow in my hair!! :) My group concluded that that was the first human missile they'd seen on a Ski Slope, and that I traveled 1/4 mile, going about 25-35 mph in about 40 seconds!!!
Looking back, the only thing I was worried about, was that I knew there was a slope that had a large chunk of exposed granite in it (like Narnia), and I couldn't remember if I was ON that slope!! Thankfully, it happened to be the slope next to it.
I tried to keep my skis/poles intact as long as possible for 'gathering's sake', but my skis ended up coming off about 50-100+' above the Plateau, and my poles came off a few hundred feet from where I stopped. Gratefully, my group brought them down on their way down.
I looked the slope up after I got home, and destination360.com said: "On powder days, Rendezvous is a great black diamond run on the Kellogg side." Yup, I'd have to agree there.....it is a GREAT run!!!! And if it wasn't for "danger's sake", I'd happily slide down it again!!
However, on a more serious note, if I had known what was going to happen might happen, and that there was another run to that chairlift, I would have done as Proverbs 2:11 says: "Discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee..."
I know it is just because of my parents and friends praying for me, and because of God's gracious hand that I'm not in a cast, hospital, or something.....so I thank God for His protection.
That morning, both Mama and Papa had a premonition that an accident could occur, and so reminded us to use our judgement on the slopes we skied...never did I dream that their premonition would/could apply so specifically to me!
That afternoon, I skied some runs with Papa, Rachel, and 2 friends. I haven't skied a Black Diamond since my 3rd day on the Slope around 4 years ago (because of accidents)...but I'd been doing well all day, and when there wasn't another available run down to the Lift (that I knew of), I thought, "Why not?? I'm doing really good, Rendezvous is the run of the day & they said it is REALLY smooth...I might as well!!"
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| See Rendezvous slope in the middle |
FYI, Rendezvous is a long, steep, smooth, 1/4++ mile, 2-part slope, with a plateau in the middle...at the top, it doesn't look too terribly steep..until you get to the crest. :) By the time I was 1/4 down the first slope, I realized that maybe this wasn't the best idea, but reminded myself that 'there was no other way, so just keep skiing'. Everyone else was down at the plateau by that time, waiting for me... And just after I thought, "Oh great....now I'm going to slow them down!!", it happened....I was skiing left and was in the middle of the slope, when I lost my balance or something, and started rolling...
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| (Photo by Alyssa Gaul) |
I figured (as did my group), that I'd stop when I got to the Plateau, but instead I caught air (with a grin on my face, so they say) and kept accumulating speed as I went down the next steep slope. (After almost running into a friend who had to jump out of my 'path'.) Up until the Plateau, I had tried to stop, but after I passed it, I figured "I'm not going to stop until I do, so I might as well relax and enjoy the ride!!" Good for me, but my non-movement freaked my group out and they started imagining the worst, with the least being unconsciousness. 2 of the group were EMTs (either presently or in the past), and so in that way, I consoled myself on the way down that even if I was severely 'damaged', at least they'd know how to take spinal precautions and make sure my airways were patent!! :)
Praise God, I finally stopped at the end of the steep slope (a long ways from the cliff), in powder, with no injuries, and lots of snow in my hair!! :) My group concluded that that was the first human missile they'd seen on a Ski Slope, and that I traveled 1/4 mile, going about 25-35 mph in about 40 seconds!!!
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| Some of our gang-Earlier in the day (Photo by Alyssa Gaul) |
I tried to keep my skis/poles intact as long as possible for 'gathering's sake', but my skis ended up coming off about 50-100+' above the Plateau, and my poles came off a few hundred feet from where I stopped. Gratefully, my group brought them down on their way down.
I looked the slope up after I got home, and destination360.com said: "On powder days, Rendezvous is a great black diamond run on the Kellogg side." Yup, I'd have to agree there.....it is a GREAT run!!!! And if it wasn't for "danger's sake", I'd happily slide down it again!!
However, on a more serious note, if I had known what was going to happen might happen, and that there was another run to that chairlift, I would have done as Proverbs 2:11 says: "Discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee..."
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| Safe & Sound Afterwards with my dear friend Alyssa (Photo by Alyssa Gaul) |
Thou art my hiding place; Thou shalt preserve me from trouble; Thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.
~ Proverbs 32:7 ~
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Mindanao Flooding
Many people have asked me if the floodings that were happening in the Philippines are where I was -- on the island of Mindanao. I talked to a Filipino friend shortly after the New Year, and she reported that the Major flooding was in Cagayan de Oro (which is North of Davao City and East of Butuan City -- the 2 places I spent most of my time).
She said that at that point, they were really worried about a "Low Pressure area" (the starting of a typhoon) in her hometown-General Santos City (which you can see on the map above as well), about 3 hours from Davao. Cagayan's flooding has affected Davao through it's rains, so that could be equated with small flooding, but nothing like what is in Cagayan.
It has worried the Filipinos though, because Mindanao is not affected by typhoons...it is the Northern part of the Philippines that is affected by it.
I don't have any more recent updates, but you can keep them in your prayers, that God would protect them all.
She said that at that point, they were really worried about a "Low Pressure area" (the starting of a typhoon) in her hometown-General Santos City (which you can see on the map above as well), about 3 hours from Davao. Cagayan's flooding has affected Davao through it's rains, so that could be equated with small flooding, but nothing like what is in Cagayan.
It has worried the Filipinos though, because Mindanao is not affected by typhoons...it is the Northern part of the Philippines that is affected by it.
I don't have any more recent updates, but you can keep them in your prayers, that God would protect them all.
The LORD sitteth upon the flood; yea, the LORD sitteth King for ever. The LORD will give strength unto His people; the LORD will bless His people with peace.
~ Psalms 29:10-11 ~
(Father, YOU are King over the flood!!! I will be still and know You are God!!!)
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